THANK YOU. We spent hours upon hours talking about it. There is nothing sweet and fluffy about having to dig your babies ashes out of his urn to place them in a plastic baggie, so you can take him on a trip with you. Im sitting in the parking lot. Your costume. I miss my mom and your Papa Jim so very much. A heavy wave of sadness washed over me. I dont blame them. My phone rang and so I did my thing. My skin was crawling, my head was screaming, and I was tossing and turning. I imagined myself, slapping your picture up on the screen. Sweet dreams. I will always look for you though. You being sick, unable to do things, just does not go hand in hand. the chucking continues. Get this done. Hey, can you meet me in New York next week to meet with some publishing houses? I just smiled at Dr. JoRo. I was told I was in fact not having a mid life crisis, that everything I am feeling is just due to losing you which I of course already knew, but it was nice to hear it from a rational person. I am tired of being tired and Im going to fight through this as hard as I can. Starting from before you diagnoses to the months after. I tell her stories about you, I tell her how much you love her and are watching over her, I tell her how lucky she is to have you as a big brother and Liam and Quinn as well. I wont ever love the month of May again. July 28, 2011 - ROCKSTAR RONAN That all I get now are beautiful moments in life. I'm landing close to midnight. You can see the link for the website here. So, lets keep watching and learning more Ronan. They may have gently slapped me here and there, but they didnt talk ill or abandon me or whisper behind my back. Watch out childhood cancer! If it was not, things like this would not just continue to happen over and over again. I think I am starting to feel a little better and pie is still my best friend. Back to the book. Thank you, Amy for hooking this up. Your day of death. I know they are not the most compelling words, but today they were the only thing I could muster up in my over active imagination to say. She loves it and usually just falls asleep the entire time. What do you say to that? Its much too early for those. Not always is good enough for me, as of now. I am so proud to call you all my friends and I will never forget what you did for us not only today, but always. I let my body break down like it has been wanting to do. Ronan. After about the second day of being extremely sick, I started to come about and realized my surroundings again. Not crying. We talked about New York for a bit. Ronan. No words last night could have saved me. I remember with all of you, I read that book, What To Expect, When Youre Expecting. I carried that thing around with me like it was my bible. Ahhhh! I told you that. on Do you think there will ever come a time when Christmas lights wont be blurry from mytears? I forgot to tell you all that I got a phone call from some lovely peeps that run a T.V. Do you think there will ever come a time when Christmas lights wont be blurry from mytears? I love you. Thats how I like it., Him: I know you insist on doing allthese things alone, but its not the way it should be. What a fucking joke. Goodnight baby doll. I then just said to Macy, Im not doing this for myself. That is about the best I can do. I feel that way about everyone who hears about you. I am going to try to get a little more rest before I have to take on this day. I ended up throwing up in the bathroom.
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